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hello.
long time no live journal.
today was stupid terrifying.
one of my friends had a fit.
an actaul one.
i didn't know this was something she gets.
i freaked out a lot.
and was shit.
and just cried and had no idea what to do.
so
i did some ( research )
That was interesting, seen as when we did actually find a teacher, she said, Amy hold her other hand still so she doesn't hit herself... surely that's restraining someone?
DRAMATIC events.
In other news, allow fucking exams, and people are as confusing as ever.
Goodbye.
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[14 Mar 2007|06:03pm] |
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I LOVE THE SUN.
It makes me very happy.
NEWQUAY IS ALL BOOKED =D
so that's all systems go, as long as I can get time off work.
I HAVE A PROBLEM: I have already spent my money made from the first week of training. That's two pairs of shoes, a top, a belt and some moisturiser. IN THREE DAYS. I officially SUCK.
Oh well, this weekend means only free activities: SO NO GOING TO THE TAPAS BAR THIS WEEK HAHA.
I have to borrow money from my mum for my deposit, which is bad enough.
And I've decided to retake psychology, even though I got a C..
Crazy? Probably so.
Apart from being crazy behind in work, having had the worst day ever for my diet, almost losing my debit card and going into college for only one lesson.. THINGS ARE PRETTY GOOD.
WICKED MATE, WICKED. xxxx Bring on Summer '07.
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[05 Mar 2007|10:38pm] |
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ohmygod
just when you think you've got away without people knowing.
hahaha.
oh shit- that is all.
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[04 Mar 2007|02:40pm] |
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It's pretty evident that:
I should not be allowed to mix alcohol with 12 hours of training in one weekend.
I should not be allowed to only get two hours sleep when I have to be at work at 8.30 the next morning.
I should not be allowed to dance in the middle of the Tapas bar with Kate.
Actually, I should not be allowed out with Kate lol.
I should not be allowed to walk about by myself when drunk and get a piece of glass in my leg.
I should not be allowed, for the above reason, to wear Jennifer's tights.
I should not be allowed to talk to people if I'm drunk. Especially people who will relay other information to people I don't want them too.
I should most certainly not be allowed to get confused by talking to this person.
And then I should not be allowed to see ex boyfriends and get angry for pretty much no reason.
I should not borrow my friend's clothes, because they do not fit.
I should not be allowed to make out with randoms.
Evaluation of my weekend.
END.
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[15 Feb 2007|10:12pm] |
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I carry your heart with me.
I carry it in my heart.
I am never without it.
Anywhere I go you go, my dear;
And whatever is done
By only me is your doing, my darling.
I fear
No fate, for you are my fate, my sweet.
I want
No world, for beautiful you are my world, my true.
And it's you are whatever a moon has always meant.
And whatever a sun will always sing is you.
Here is the deepest secret nobody knows.
Here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud.
And the sky of the sky of a tree called life
Which grows higher than the soul can hope or mind can hide.
And this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart.
I carry your heart.
I carry it in my heart.
♥
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[15 Feb 2007|09:46pm] |
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At some point, you have to make a decision.
Boundaries don't keep other people out, they fence you in.
Life is messy, that's how we're made.
So, you can waste your lives drawing lines, or you can live your life crossing them.
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[15 Feb 2007|05:53pm] |
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is it just me that wonders where the time seems to disappear to?
swear it was christmas like yesterday.
if only.
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[13 Feb 2007|06:58pm] |
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Parents are unbelievably aggravating.
..end :)
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[12 Feb 2007|11:04pm] |
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MY SIDES HURT.
We're too fucking funnny mate, too fucking funny.
Amy/chav name i can't remember: So yeah, anyway it's a type of metaphor.
Kathryn/Chardonnay: Wait, what's a metaphor?
Amy: Dunno, I read it on a cereal box. I think it's a type of sandwich.
Amy: Did I ask you to speak? No I did not ask you to speak, so SHUT ITTTTTT!!
Kathryn: What are we like?
Amy: I might have to go piss myself, we're that funny!
Kathryn: NOO YOU DON'T HAVE THE CHAIR!!
Amy: Mate, I forgot your bed's the only place skanky enough to piss in. I love that chair dearly.
Kathryn: You used translation.com
Amy: Nah, I blates knew how to write that.
Kathryn: Yeah I'm sorry I didn't go to school.
Amy: Mate, dictionary.com innit? you know what i'm saying?
Jennifer/Mercedes: Yeah, so the other day right, I was in Sainsburys right? And I had this pain in my stomach, so I went to the toilet and had this big poo. Only, I looked in the toilet and it wasn't a poo it was a baby. Yeah, a baby. So I picked it up by it's arm yeah, and it like, cried.."
Amy/chav: No way, so what did you name it?
Jennifer/Mercedes: Well, I couldn't think of anything, so I just called it Sainsburys.
-"WELL! that's niccccceeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee."
-"This is my stifcate to say that i can:
-chop up nuts. especially those browns ones that look like poo.
-paint nails (badly)
-cut shortbread and cakes and ova stuff, innit.
-give out stickers like that one, yeah?
singed, elvis presly or sumink."
Kathryn: Oh, you wanna watch that one, she'll sniff up the whole table.
Mum: NOOOO THE DVD PLAYER SKIPPED. OH MY GOD, WHAT DO WE DO?!
Amy: Hmm, I quite like the pale kid who doesn't talk.
Kathryn: Hold back Amy, he's 15.
*GETS SOME MIXTURE ON HAND*
Amy: Don't you hate it when that happens? OH WELL!
*EATS MIXTURE*.
Kathryn: Oh, yeah, real tragedy. *STICKS FINGER IN BOWL!!*
Kathryn: We're going to end up like that girl.
Amy: Which one?
Kathryn: The fat one off the film who gets carried up the hill. Like, shoulders, head and NO NECK!!
Jennifer: so yeah i had this baby and i called it marks and spencers-
Kathryn: oh were they twins?
Jennifer: no, it's one baby. the other twin is caled msssss
HAHA OKAY I THINK THAT'S ALL I CAN THINK OF FOR NOW.
i heart you guys xx
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[11 Feb 2007|10:55pm] |
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Honestly,
I didn't mean to cry so hard
But the heartache was pouring in like rain
I didn't mean to show I cared
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[11 Feb 2007|10:38am] |
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haha this weekend.
things are looking up, i think.
i've been at kathryn's since like friday, she never fails to make me laugh or forget about stuff.
thank god for best friends. :)
we watched click, adam sandler.. i thought it was meant to be a funny one?
kathryn, jennifer and i just sat and cried for like half of it. it was so sad.
but brownies make things all the better.. hmm..
healthy eating diet status: FAILURE
gemma, your crazy comments from housemates made me chuckle.
i have a job interview tomorrow. eeeeeep.
i shall report on that, no doubt.
anyway, i have a date with beyonce and my untidy bedroom, so farewell.
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[04 Feb 2007|08:43am] |
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It's time for change.
Fucking horrible last three days.
But I've finally decided that I'm fed up of not feeling like me. Don't know who this person has been this year, but it definately wasn't me. So it's time to re-prioritise (sp?) and sort myself out!
K PEP TALK OVER..
Got a lot of work to do, hence the earliness of being awake, so goodbye!
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[31 Jan 2007|06:56pm] |
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i'm stronger than this.
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[29 Jan 2007|10:23pm] |
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okkaayy
break through tonight!
CONVERSATION.
that only took 4 weeks!
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[27 Jan 2007|09:58am] |
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Looking over the last two years of my life, I've come to the conclusion that things can go really well for a while and I can be really really happy, and then about a hundred things happen one after the other like in small bursts and pick apart most of the things that were making me happy and everything just seems to happens at once, so yeah. I think I've now had enough of hard things happening for the time being, I'm ready for my happy burst to start up again..
thanksss..
On a different note, smoothies always taste better when they don't have like a hundred thousand seeds in them, and parents' evenings now make me feel better rather than worse. AWESOME.
Oh, and I wake up too early.
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[22 Jan 2007|06:08pm] |
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i hate having to lie.
plus, i'm the worst liar ever.
and i shouldn't even have to lie, but people put me in the middle of stuff.
so fuck them really.
arghhhhh
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[19 Jan 2007|10:54pm] |
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Sing us a song and we'll sing it back to you.
We could sing our own.
But what would it be without you?
This heart. It beats. Beats for only you.
My heart is yours.
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[19 Jan 2007|10:43pm] |
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hmm, i think i just properly realised that i just because i don't see you, doesn't mean you cease to exist. basic theory i'm sure, but weird as.
hmm, no college today. my only 2 lessons got cancelled.
so, placement and a lot of wasting time.
i feel like utter shit. my head hurts so much.
going to go sulk and watch the oc now. huff, goodbye.
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